El que nunca se equivoca es el que nunca hace nada...

Flu

Nunca entendi por que siempre que no te abrigras los pies te resfrias, o eso dicen. La espalda es entendible, por los pulmones y todo, pero los pies ?. Sera verdad que en los pies se concentra todo tu cuerpo ?. No lo se.
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Lo que se, es que la gripe del puerco nos persigue. A mi me alcanzo la regular y me hizo una llave que me tiro a la cama un par de dias, aun no me puedo levantar bien, pero fue porque la gripe maligna se encargo de tirar a todos a la cama en esta casa antes de irse. Bueno, espero que se haya ido, porque hoy abri las ventanas y encendi el ventilador para ver si salia corriendo.
Hoy vi en la television " Swine Flu v/s Regular Flu ". Creo que se enfrentaran en pelea de barro. No se exactamente que gana la vencedora, seguramente un par de muertos, pero en verdad ninguna de las dos me agrada.
Mi papa dice que esta gripe fue la que mato a muchas personas en la primera guerra mundial, seguramente ahora volvio a vengarse de los que le faltaron. Me gustaria saber como se deshicieron de ella, seguramente fue Superman o alguno de esos de la epoca. Tampoco se como se deshicieron de la Gripe Aviaria o Alviar. Deben ser familiares. Quizas hicieron una fuga de gripes en una granja como la pelicula de los pollos.
Y ahora, quien podra defendernos ?

Estoy cansada, cansada de buscar y buscar, que acaso no solo puede golpear mi puerta y ya?, cuanta soledad hay en el mundo, cuantos mendigos sin hogares, cuantos ninos sin padres, cuantas mascotas sin dueno, y aun asi, creemos que lo que nos ocurre es lo peor, y viene el por que, "por que yo ?", si tan solo supieramos que hay 30.000 personas mas preguntandose exactamente lo mismo, pero no, no lo hacemos, porque el egoismo es superior, estamos tan ensimismados en nuestros problemas que no miramos al de al lado y cuando lo hacemos decimos.. "pucha que lata..." y seguimos caminando.
Aun me cuesta entender como existe gente que aun no cree en Dios, para mi basta con mirar el cielo, sentir el pasto en tus manos, que el viento te rose la cara, mientras se escucha a lo lejos algunos pajaros cantando, el sonido de las olas al chocar con las rocas, el aroma a pino silvestre convinado con arena mojada, esas nubes con formas extranas, formas alargadas, como si un pincel las hubiera hecho y al mismo tiempo un atardecer rosa con destellos naranjos.
Para mi es obvio.

Mino

they were the fields, where I ran,
the knob of the door that I didn't open,
the fear to the darkness,
and an old love for conquering,
Sitting alone and sad with the cruel true,
The hand was a friend of lonelyness,
It's clear that the forgiveness
is bored of memories.

Nobody will wait for me,
as I wanted it yesterday,
on the sidewalks just like I imagined,
If eternity is like this,
I don't want to wake up.

So many faces I have to forget,
There are not words without screaming.
They laughed at you, you couldn't sleep,
but your own shame...
Now you don't live by yourself, you couldn't die,
but your own sadness...
got fire.

Everybody's hanging just back the truck,
The same fences rusted by the sun,
Hunger that I never knew
made me much happier.
Washing with the hands, inside a piano,
a hidden priest baptized my brother.
the scars that I would bear,
if you were never to return.

Murderer Piano

Sleeping deeply I heard him saying my name, It sounded just like he used to say it, With a strange but beautiful melody.
That piano was telling me with tears of music, How much he loved me.

Eight

How did she get here?

living a such of dream
the season had changed
she gotta leave her mind with it
The sky told her once
nothing it's forever
but she doesn't think it's right.
How did she get here?
living a such of shit
the season had fallen
she gotta close her eyes with it
The moon told her once
nothing it's forever but love.

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Walking around alone
With that blue dress on
Searching for her soul
Missing in her lonelyness
Waiting for a sun
That gives her some warm

Hey girl, don't be afraid
The wind will take us somewhere better
The world is not right and you can decide
So trust me and never surrender

How much stupid can you feel ? How much stupid things can you say ?



How can you live in a fiction world ? How much time ?





How much love can you be able to feel? Love ?


yeah... What is that ? What was that ? tell me what the fuck was that ?


Please ?

I'm not falling in love, I'm just falling in pieces.

What the hell was that ?!

Esa es la diferencia entre los cerdos y nosotros, que nosotros podemos mirar al cielo.

That's the difference between pigs and us, we can look at the sky.

Dream. Then live.

I always tried to say
What I feel inside
But I never knew how...

I'm not that girl you think
I'm a such of mess
I always forget everything

Why can't I be just like you
Controlling myself
being so selfconfident and sincere
You hold me and take me
Oh so far away
Please tell me why are you so perfect ?

They say to me I'm mad
But I think I'm right
I've got the angel that makes me feel high...

I always tried to say
What I feel inside
But now I understand everything

Why can't I be just like you
Controlling myself
being so selfconfident and sincere
You're all what I want
And damn you're so far away
Please never leave me alone...

...

I'm tugging at my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head 'Coz I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Coz I know you're worth it... If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee... Marry me today! Guess I'm wishing my life away... With these things I'll never say. It doesn't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you, what's on my mind? If it ain't comin' out We're not goin' anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care? 'Coz I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Coz I know you're worth it...

Is that your hand ?

For instance... you.

Why when somebody needs or wants something, is it never gotten?

Otherwise, when you don't need it, you get it !

dammit !

Bittersweet.

I held onto you for as long as I could but today,
You fell away,
Now what I hold are the memories we barely made,
I stood on the edge of your bridge until I felt the rain,
Wash me away...
My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came.
What I believed to be true it was only a dream,
Believed in me,
I just projected it over your beautiful screen,
I self medicated my way through this mess that we made,
So I could stay,
There was nothing, but I waited...
I waited...
This was my mistake,
Broken are plans we made,
So I will be traveling any place,
Cuz anywhere's better than
Here, we rest in peace
Rubble beneath the feet...
I shouldn't have followed you anywhere,
Cuz anywhere's better than here...
Where is the space I could move, where could I rest my head
There's nothing left for me here
It's hard to leave behind
The one thing that made me feel alive
So I slide
From paranoid to paradise.