Dream. Then live. a la/s 7:26 p. m.

I always tried to say
What I feel inside
But I never knew how...

I'm not that girl you think
I'm such a mess
I always forget everything

Why can't I be just like you
Controlling myself
being so selfconfident and sincere
You hold me and take me
Oh so far away
Please tell me why are you so perfect ?

They say to me I'm mad
But I think I'm right
I've got the angel that makes me feel high...

I always tried to say
What I feel inside
But now I understand everything

Why can't I be just like you
Controlling myself
being so selfconfident and sincere
You're all what I want
And damn you're so far away
Please never leave me alone...

... a la/s 6:57 p. m.

I'm tugging at my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head 'Coz I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Coz I know you're worth it... If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee... Marry me today! Guess I'm wishing my life away... With these things I'll never say. It doesn't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you, what's on my mind? If it ain't comin' out We're not goin' anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care? 'Coz I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Coz I know you're worth it...

Is that your hand ? a la/s 12:07 a. m.

For instance... you.

Why when somebody needs or wants something, is it never gotten?

Otherwise, when you don't need it, you get it !

dammit !

Bittersweet.